Most Happy Day!!On the 28 November I finally got my Class 3 Licence. **Cheers**
Those Hard work really pay off.
Thank Mr Chua *Instructor* he really taught me well. Though i alway getting scolded by him.
MY LIFE!
Always thought I'm such a failure.
At least i finally get some result in my life by passing my logistic Cert & driving test.
Right now, i felt tired of working ..... working is the only main thing that always stressing me.
I mostly make mistake....
I almost miss out the shipment of goods.....
I forget things easily things.... where someone say back things on my back which i heard it with my own ears....
She start to say me my BRAINS IS OLDER THEN GRANNY. No matter how u boil some tonic to your brain also no use.
(u guys really hurt me a lot). When you guys make mistake i did went forward & tell you softly as there's no need for me to talk so loud and let the whole office know.
Once i make a mistake you guys start talking loudly & scolded me.
How am i gonna change to be better at work.
I can be playful at work.
I can be a joker at work
I can be helpful person at work.
My work has push me to a corner as i hide at the staircase and cry out those stress i'm facing.
Right now i choose to do my work alone, with no distraction. No distraction .....................
My Love Life With Him!!
I love you Wenxi.
Yes I know i have a strong character. I did have my weakness too.
3yrs of relationship can be hard for us.
I care for you too much, but i don know how to express those feeling to u.
We been fighting almost for 1 month.
Tell me baby what should i do?
I don't wish to scold u? but what i did is for your own good.
Both of us had already have this in mind.
Breaking up!!!!
But we still wanna give each other a chance hope things can turn out well.
Just the time is keeping us together.
Both of us already know. 1 Day we will walk our own separates way.
I just only can treasure the moment we had.
I will still try my best to help you and be there for u.
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There's a DEEP SCAR that have been together with me for many decade.
Coming from a broken family.
Parents will never know their fights have cause so much hurt to their children.
I have seen a lot, i always told myself i rather not born into this world.
I will never forget this day where i need to choose between mummy and daddy.
How u want their children to choose between them, all they want is both of them by their side.
I can't say that i only the one that have this situation. Other is worst them me.
I can say that no matter how u're trying to be stronger.
THOSE SCAR WILL NEVER HEAL. NEVER EVER IT WILL STAY WITH U FOREVER.
Right now, as long Daddy, Mummy & kor kor Happy. I will feel even happier.
Love Them so Much. LOVE YOU ALL ALWAYS............
