Welcome Everybody!!!!

2009-02-15T07:26:00.000-08:00

I suddenly hate myself....

Out of the sudden i did not put in lots of effort in doing my projects....

I started to become lazy and slacky..... what i want is to:

-accompany my Bf

-Clubbing with my friends

-Sleeping & Online searching...... not relating to my projects =*(

Submit date is around next week.... i guess tml onwards i have to rush everything.... BY MY OWN..

Sooooo NO MORE OUTING TILL I FINISH EVERYTHING RELATING TO MY SCHOOL WORK...

Few more weeks to exams soon.......

I'M TOTALLY STRESS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-03T10:21:00.000-08:00

I felt that 2009 for me will be stressful for me as i have to learn another project again.
Yes AGAIN!!!! haix......

Mummy have been nagging me that i spend all my salary within 1 week.
Nets here and Nets there. Cab here and Cab there. Eat here and Eat there.
Of course 1 week my money left 1 digit. hahaa...

Things i need to get myself for 2009.
-New HP
-Clothing
-BAG
-Ipod (touch or classic?)
-Bose Earphone
-Camera
-Trip out of Singapore (Not Malaysia some where furthur) =p furthur = $$$$$$$$$

My love life
U asking for chances that u will try ur best to change & yes i gave u the chance & it will be ya last chance.
>>>No point hanging on where there's no happiness<<<

I'm seaching for back up.hahaaaaaaaa

2008-12-13T07:21:00.001-08:00

HOW I WISH I CAN SMASH ALL THE THINGS AROUND ME RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!

MY ANGER HAS ALREADY REACH THAT LIMITS.

I FELT SAD

I FELT DISAPPOINTMENT

I FELT ANGRY

I FELT LONELY

I FELT THAT I'M GIVING UP EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW.

2008-12-07T20:35:00.001-08:00

Owning A CAR!!

It not easy to own a car after i do some calculation this few days.

Pay the petrol, ERP, Parking & maintenance fees. IT COST A LOT.

Every year the insurance cost A LOT too because of my age and the lack of experience of driving.

SAD =(

Hoping to own a Honda Fit or Suzuki Swift =)

went online to check on the price of 2nd hand car and under OPC rate.

But i still need someone to support but i think it hard. So decided to save money and own it by myself. Hope so 5yrs down the road? hahaaa......

Pizza Hut Or Macdonald

Early in the morning have a minor tiff with hun because of a trip to Malaysia. Damn IT!

Been watching Tv and half way through i'm feeling hungry and thinking of ordering Pizza which i'm craving for lately but again i'm also craving for MAC. Up till now i still haven make a choice what to eat. Sianzation......

How am i gonna spend my day at home

Study Accounts, Econ, Warehouse Mangament???????? The moment i got the books out I FELL ASLEEP.....

Damn I'm BORED SO SO SO BORED!!!!!

Please don't use the WORD HATE

It a very strong word when comes to friendship.

2008-11-29T08:36:00.000-08:00

Most Happy Day!!

On the 28 November I finally got my Class 3 Licence. **Cheers**

Those Hard work really pay off.

Thank Mr Chua *Instructor* he really taught me well. Though i alway getting scolded by him.

MY LIFE!

Always thought I'm such a failure.

At least i finally get some result in my life by passing my logistic Cert & driving test.

Right now, i felt tired of working ..... working is the only main thing that always stressing me.

I mostly make mistake....

I almost miss out the shipment of goods.....

I forget things easily things.... where someone say back things on my back which i heard it with my own ears....

She start to say me my BRAINS IS OLDER THEN GRANNY. No matter how u boil some tonic to your brain also no use.

(u guys really hurt me a lot). When you guys make mistake i did went forward & tell you softly as there's no need for me to talk so loud and let the whole office know.

Once i make a mistake you guys start talking loudly & scolded me.

How am i gonna change to be better at work.

I can be playful at work.

I can be a joker at work

I can be helpful person at work.

My work has push me to a corner as i hide at the staircase and cry out those stress i'm facing.

Right now i choose to do my work alone, with no distraction. No distraction .....................

My Love Life With Him!!

I love you Wenxi.

Yes I know i have a strong character. I did have my weakness too.

3yrs of relationship can be hard for us.

I care for you too much, but i don know how to express those feeling to u.

We been fighting almost for 1 month.

Tell me baby what should i do?

I don't wish to scold u? but what i did is for your own good.

Both of us had already have this in mind.

Breaking up!!!!

But we still wanna give each other a chance hope things can turn out well.

Just the time is keeping us together.

Both of us already know. 1 Day we will walk our own separates way.

I just only can treasure the moment we had.

I will still try my best to help you and be there for u.

ONE MORE THING.........

There's a DEEP SCAR that have been together with me for many decade.

Coming from a broken family.

Parents will never know their fights have cause so much hurt to their children.

I have seen a lot, i always told myself i rather not born into this world.

I will never forget this day where i need to choose between mummy and daddy.

How u want their children to choose between them, all they want is both of them by their side.

I can't say that i only the one that have this situation. Other is worst them me.

I can say that no matter how u're trying to be stronger.

THOSE SCAR WILL NEVER HEAL. NEVER EVER IT WILL STAY WITH U FOREVER.

Right now, as long Daddy, Mummy & kor kor Happy. I will feel even happier.

Love Them so Much. LOVE YOU ALL ALWAYS............